Lately I have really been having a hard time focusing…hence
the reason why I haven’t been writing as regularly. I have so much going on in
my life right now. I am starting to get geared up to move in June. I entered
the year with a totally different attitude regarding my love life where I was
just in total disarray. I am reading the book I want to use for the All Night Women’s
Prayer Retreat. I let go of those jobs I had in the church that God had not
called me to do and focused more on what I should do. I am trying to keep my
kids focused at the end of the school year which is a challenge. I am teaching
Zumba classes twice a week…trying to lose weight….the list goes on and on. I know I need to spend more time with God and
meditating but when I do my brain wont settle down. So what do I do when I cant seem to focus at
all…..I sing. That is the one time I am focused on nothing but God and the
message I have for Him. I don’t know about you but it is so important to me
that He knows that in the hustle and bustle of all that I do I haven’t forgotten
Him. Nothing else crosses my mind, or interrupts my thoughts, its just me and
God on one accord. This week I have been singing….OH IT IS JESUS, YES IT IS JESUS!
ITS JESUS..IN MY SOUL…FOR I HAVE TOUCHED THE HEM OF HIS GARMENT,AND HIS BLOOD
HAS MADE ME WHOLE. I know in those
moments that I cant do anything to focus other than singing God knows I am
trying to show Him my heart. Thank You God for placing a song in my heart and
letting me have that way to be one on one with You when there is no other way
to settle my brain down. AMEN.
