Today

Today I woke up once again frustrated with myself....my stomachs too big, my hair wont act right and I'm STILL single TODAY! Well I have to put on my big girl draws, fluff my hair, find what I think fits me for my mood TODAY. Today I still choose to smile and attempt to be positive even when there are so many things I could be negative about... but what good would that do me TODAY??? Will being negative make my day any better...will it make my body shrink to the first size I thought I was fat...or will it send me my prince charming that will sweep me off of my feet...will it even soothe my heat...will it do that TODAY. TODAY is what I didn't know was promised on yesterday because tomorrow is not a guarantee...but now that tomorrow is now TODAY I have to make the best of it and not harp on what is not but on what is....TODAY No I may not be a size 10-12, or have hair to the middle of my back or even have a man that can appreciate the beautiful woman I am but I still have TODAY...I have TODAY to remember that God created every curve and bump I have and gave me the power to of self control....TODAY I know that every hair on my head is structured and curled just like it should and that it's uniqueness contributes to my beauty..TODAY I know that even though I have no clue where the man God has for me is...somewhere God is shaping him for me. SO I smile and remain positive...confident...and trusting that GOD not only had me yesterday and tomorrow....but He has me TODAY....